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| SOOOOO, it's been a hella long time since i blogged here. I do miss it. hehehe.
Life now is different from how it was 2 years ago. Between then and now, several million moments passed. New friendships are made, old friendships are renewed and strengthened. We gain wisdom, make stupid decisions, live with regrets letting them go, eventually still find yourself mildly sane after a myriad of crazy things that happen.
People graduated, most are working and earning money, some are in Law/Med/other post-grad schools, some are pleasantly bumming. Young people trying out their wings in the big bad world.
Old habits are steadfast, new endeavors seem fleeting. Time is unusually faster than before.
We realize that there is more value in the quiet and pensive moments, where you can take a break and just appreciate the view, that there is more value in surrounding yourself with people who truly care about you and make you happy in simple ways.
Some may say that this is growing up.
-- Just random thoughts
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| yesterday, all my troubles seem....... 10 feet away.... now, it's staring at me straight in the eye.. (kala nyo "faraway" noh?)
Ever felt na you're just such a horrible person.. and that maybe you deserve everything that happened to you? maybe wallowing in endless tormenting heatrtache is just the thing for you.... I can't believe I'm saying this, but i am.
I'm afraid to post anything in this blog. In fear that I might regret doing that... but , I need to vent. who reads my blog naman anyway, right?
Yesterday, I tried to be happy. tried to attened something to (1)make myself happy, and (2)maybe even make someone else happy.... But, my stupidity had gotten me in trouble again. The intention may have been right, but how ipmractical?... When I arrived, I thought that I had accomplished (2), but i guess it went downhill from there.
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manhid ang di umiiyak..............................................
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| wala na akong masabi... silence no longer overwhelms me because it started to become my companion... i read into the lines of the words people say. Before, i knew how to understand them, now they;re just a blur.
has my perspective been askewed? Have i fled from what i knew?
can i close my eyes, and open them again to realize that i just had a dream... a God forsaken dream... to return to that place where i'm not a stranger to anyone.. where i mattered...
no one seems to know this person anymore.
-- got it from somewhere
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| *sigh*
Today today...
Chemistry, how i've mourned for you.................... lupet mo talaga, noh?
I'm so blah... but compared to yesterday, i'm better na.. haha (see? i'm laughing?)
My "anak" had to remind me of something pa talaga... .. how silly of my anak, but i do appreciate the thought.. My own "child" said i act like a HOUSE ELF.. (wha?... hahaha labo nya noh?)
Jords, Shelly and I went to nitrohub to "do some sh*t" it was alright killing time there. but before that, we had to make a quick stop sa may Museum ng UST.. well, sa may door lang.. to take a kengkoy video... God Bless those people talaga.
JORDS, you write so well.. i owe you.. and i WILL read the thing you sent me *peace sign*
Hmmm..
Most of the time, i wish to sleep and not have to deal with so many things. pero kailangan gumising, mag-isip, kumain, makinig sa teacher, magdahilan, at manahimik
Sleep is salvation...
darn, i don't know if i'm making sense anymore when i blog *sighs and smiles*
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